not here anymore

Thursday, April 07, 2005

got posted to G3 branch in HQ PDF. supposed it's fine. actually, i do not have a chance yeah. so hopefully it'll be fine, and i know it will be because God put me there. they said it right in tekong, just make sure no one can fault you. and everything will be fine. was hoping rsm would give us off tomorrow, but hopes are hopes. gee. sad huh. maybe we can get off tmr, who knows? haha more wishful thinking, but it doesn't hurts, does it?

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

sometimes i just can't trust the world. with all its tricks and nonsense, and the unknown of many things. but we can be comforted by the fact that there will always be a constant, and that is God. and His love.

today i realised the rsm is a great guy. he used his power to make the guy who stole the discman yesterday to return it. yesterday, one of the new guys lost his player and some other his keys. and all the bags were ransacked. today, there was a show of powerand threats from the rsm and almost immediately after we left someone left a bag with the stolen goods outside his office. is that power or what? was another day helping the engineers storeman. and we found out there was a batch recently which took one and a half months to be posted. how horrible if it happened to us. oh my oh my. gee. i can only hope for better days.

sometimes i wish someone out there would find me.

Monday, April 04, 2005

when someone you like feels sad and down, you'd feel the same way too.

began the week with another monotonous sian day at camp. ok maybe i shouldn't complain. today was quite a cold day huh.. one of the few chilly days in dear hot and sunny singapore. haha. so it was a refreshing change, literally too. hmm my life these days seem so very sian. darn. it's like a routine already. and i dislike that. a fixed and routine life. hmm.

"Whatever you do, work at it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men."